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Dealing with Grief

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There are times in our lives where we are going to have to deal with the loss of someone. It is hard, and no one wants to deal with it, but one way  or another we have to. See, I have had many people in my life who passed away, but recently I had someone who passed away that was close to me. This hit differently, because of who she was to me. She was my mother. One of the most Godly women I knew, even at the end of her life.  I found myself with a mix of emotions that I did not know how to deal with. I completely shut down from family, friends, my kids and my husband. I even shut down from doing what God has told me to do.  I quit writing, and I even quit seeking God's face. I was barely reading my Bible, and praying, because I was that sad. I was in my feelings  and I did not know how to deal with them.  I still have my days where I do not know how to express how I am feeling, but God is showing me how to deal with grief. See, going through this process, and it...

Even on or bad days, God is still with us

      Have you ever had a bad day in your life? I mean this day was a day that you could not wait for it be over. This is a day where it seemed like if there was anything that could go wrong, went wrong. We have all had one or two bad days where we just felt like giving up.       I woke up one morning like any other morning, or so I thought. I got up, made my lunch and was getting ready for the day. I got out my cloths only to realize that they were wrinkled. So I ironed them, and looked at the clock. 6:47am. Oh no I am going to be late! I get in my car and go to work. I clocked in 10 minutes late,  so I just put my things in my locker and I went to see my assignment. You are the only tech here Amanda. Oh no!!!  I new what that meant. It was going to be a interesting day. I did the best I could but my day went from bad to worse. By 5:00pm, I was in tears and I could not take it anymore!!!! I did not want anyone to see me upset so I went to ...